Tired

Ever felt tired?

Like existentially tired?

Where you lose the sense of identity, structure, language, reason, being and time.

Where you can't see a destination and you can't find a return. where even when you return its not a return to your self rather it is a turn to a realization that you have lost your self somewhere between "the you" and "the self" and this dichotomy of what call "you" cannot make you feel home anymore.

You run and you keep running, not toward anythinng but away from everything: from people, from rules. from gods, from words, from love, from being you, for forever.

So do you ever feel tired?

I do..